SLEEP & THE LACK THEREOF

I've been up all night...

Actor has a cold and he's not feeling too well. We went to sleep and I woke up a few minutes later because I was hot. I rubbed his arms as always and I felt that that was where the heat was coming from. I felt his shirt and it was damp. I felt his forehead and it was soaking wet. I got up, got a washcloth and patted his face down. He stirred and woke up for 20 seconds and fell back asleep. I've been up all night ever since just to check up on him. Gotta make sure my baby is ok.

I love watching him sleep. He's so beautiful (in a manly way of course. lol) He looks so innocent and peaceful that it gives me a peace of mind. When I wake up and I see his face it starts my day off right. When I have a nightmare and jump up out of my sleep I see his face and I'm instantly calmed. He holds me just to make sure.

I hate my job. I really do. But when I wake up in the morning and I see him, it drives me to go to work. I gotta provide my half for the both of us. I would never want him to go out and hustle all day while I'm at home doing nothing. I'm not a homebody. I have to work. I wake up and I see him and I remember that certain Roc outfit that he wants, or that certain game or guitar book and I get up and get dressed for work.

We're gonna be big one day. Mark my words. We're gonna be the next Russel Simmons and Kimora; Jay Z and Beyonce, Will and Jada if you will. You'll see. But we'll still be the same people. We'll still laugh and have fun. We'll still eat good. Just that we'll be able to provide for each other and for our family and friends. We'll still work hard, doing what we love: music and movies.


Thanx for reading. Until next time... Akanke