BLOGGING

I know that I only blog sometimes. I want to blog more, but then I don't. I want to let people know certain things, but for the most part I'm extremely extremely private. I don't wanna put my life or my family/friends' life on blast. I don't see how people do that. Sure I go through & experience things every single day. But if I were to put how I really felt about everything people would cry & crawl in a hole or be really upset & never speak to me again. So... I just continue living life, holding my tongue, only giving advice when asked, or speaking about something when it arises.

Maybe I'm helping them, maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm not helping myself. I really don't care... much. I dunno. People are stupid and they get on my nerves. I think that's all that it basically boils down to. I feel like I tell people the same things over & over again, and they still go out and do the exact thing that I told them not to, and then they come back to me asking advice on "what should I do now?" Well if you would've listened to me in the first place, which I know you never will, then you wouldn't be in this predicament now would you? But you're gonna keep doing it over & over again so stop asking me for advice, and stop putting me in it.

It's so weird because I usually am an optimistic & a pleasant person. I believe that people can change & that everyone deserves a second chance. But sometimes I get tired of people coming to me with the same shit over & over again. It's very tiring & stressful and frankly, I don't really give a rat's ass anymore. I'm trying to help you, but nomatter how much I do or say, at the end of the day it's up to you to make a difference in your life. I can't help someone who can't help themselves. Stop crying & do something about it. Or, if you choose to stay in your self-created destructive hole then leave me out of it.

This isn't for anyone in particular. Just people in general.

I forgot the whole purpose of this rant, but oh well... I guess it wouldn't be a rant any other way huh?